I don’t have many friends (at this point I really think its only two). I don’t have a significant other. And I’m starting to be less social. Why? Because you have to be careful who you let into your life. Some people will come and drain the fuck out of you. Energy vampires, using and abusing while you are just trying to spread the love.
They will leave you… and when they do, blame it on you.
So here you are, unbalanced and full of hurt unable to manifest anything into your own life. Call me a cynic… I really don’t give a fuck. But I was where some of you are now. Thinking that if I put all this positive energy in the atmosphere I would get it back…
That didn’t happen. I ended up empty and broken and falling back into bad habits. It was then that i realized that I can’t put my energy outside anymore. I need to nourish and nuture it IN me. I have to protect ME.
GOD IS IN ME.
So now, my idea of holistic living isn’t all rainbows and sunshine all the time. Its about the truth.
With that being said, there is a saying I often quote sometimes incorrectly. Your elevation may require your isolation. That’s a given. Protect your energy and be selective about those in your circle. Stop trying to spread good vibes and positive energy all the damn time. Watch shit start changing.
Surround yourself with people that reflect who you want to be and how you want to feel. Energies are also contagious people. Protect yours!
If you want to be a better you, this is the first step. Some meditate, some medicate (herbally of course), some do both, and others do other shit. Do what you gotta do, and don’t give a fuck about anything or anyone else. Focus. Protect.
So, in conclusion, I am still an amazingly beautiful magical good person if I tell you to “Fuck Off”.